So who would have ever thought that at some point the people you travel with you end up fucking. Let alone all at once. After our session and retreated to my room I had a nice bath humming and smiling. Not sure I would do it again….may have traumatized Damana….but Varis mmm if he wasn’t guarded by Damana like a hawk, in other words already taken, he sure has some charming qualities. However, after this I’m sure we’ll all be a lil closer even if just in a subconsious way, this can be strong in difficult times. who knows we shall see….what unfolds after this interesting event. However I will state, Damana started it. She and Varis drank waaaay more than me. I just like bonding with those, just to have one chance to hold them and connect with their energy, that’s all I truly need. I could try and explain my view point to Damnana but I fear after this she shall fear me and be more protective over Varis. This would not be good. This is the opposite reaction that can occur becuase of this:“session” she holds herself and Varis far from me there for not likely to look out for me. Personally I feel rather bad because I feel like she doesn’t let Varis think for himself, that could be just be me, maybe i’m just jealous a little….